Heres How I Feel - -

Apr 21, 2005 18:22

I Have Had The Worst Week.
I Cried About 2000000000 Times.
I'm Worried About Everything.
I'm Scared of Losing Everything.
I'm Scared of Having To Let Go Of My Dreams.
I'm Scared of Having Worked SO HARD, Just to Fail.
I'm Scared of ANY Situation Where "You're Damned if You Do It, But You're Damned if You Don't."
I'm Scared of Pushing Mike away, because I Love Him More Than Anything.
I'm Scared NoThInG Will Be Okay.

I'm So Scared, and So Sad, and I Feel SO Lost.
All These Thoughts Bouncing in My Head and Noone to Tell, which sounds weird because I tell Mike and Eryn and Melissa pretty much EVERYTHING, but not right now. All I want to do is keep it all locked up inside my head.

Everyones Always Told Me That No Matter What, Everything Works Out In The End - - But How Do You Know? And What Happens if it Doesn't?
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