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hey guys... my last few updates were privated...so it prolly looked like i havent written... i just didnt want certain people to read my lj so i privated it... yea so any ways.. i missed youth group today bc i had 2 projects to work on... math and creative writting... im done with my novel... well at least for class i am... later when i have time ill go and add more... but yea so any ways now i gotta make a cover sheet and finish one prob in my math and im done...
omg today in chorus amber carr and i had a good talk... it always seems like im preaching about tru friends... seriosuly this world i live in doesnt know what a tru friend is... i mean if there were lots of them there wudnt be so many people depressed... my mom always says if u got one tru friend in ur life... then ur set... dont try to make friends with all these people who are ur "so called" best friends... a best friend is there for u... tells u the truth but doesnt hurt u in a harsh way, doesnt EVER lie to u, doesnt talk shit behind your back, sticks up for u... thats a tru best friend.. its someone that when ur crying at 3 in the morning and u call.. they dont bitch and say why u callin so late they say wut took u so long... and best friend wud drop everything to make u happy and be there for u if u needed a shoulder to cry on. if there was a missunderstanding a best friend wud talk to u and work it out so they understand wut u meant to say and apologise for it coming out wrong. a best friend is someone u can tell all ur secrets to so they cud black mail u but u know they wont. someone u can tell ur family probs to and know that when u get into a fight they wont go tell the whole world.. they still keep ur stuff private bc u are best friends...
people who arent like this arent truely ur friends... u think they are ur friends but they arent... u dont need people like that.. friends arent there to hurt u... the truth might hurt but they say it so u know they care not just being a bitch... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i hate fake people.. i mean ive had to teach this lesson to a few of my friends.. they hadnt ever had a tru friend before me... im glad god worked thro me to that they know before they die they at least had one tru friend... most people dont wanna belive me and they think im wrong but eventually once they sat back and thought about wut i said they realized i was right. my mom taught my this lesson a long time and now im spreading it to all the people i care about...
if u have never thought about that.. please do bc when ur honest to people they like the tru u... if u lie and put up an act then people like who u made up and thats not how u wanna think of urself.
so any ways today as i was walking towards the school rudy called my name... i got into his car and we parked...he parked next to me... and then i saw patrick and i went to first hour... we have a test tom... AHHHH another one..damnit... haha and then second hour we graded our theme song papers and then third hour we didnt do anything.... and fourth hour we took a test... so yea thats my day...ttyl