Feb 07, 2005 17:08
I WANT TO know why people dont like me
I WANT TO SEE into their heads and know why they are so mean
I WANT TO YELL AT the top of my lungs
TOMORROW, I'LL START trying to fix my imperfections
THEN I'LL FIND OUT if i succeeded in doing this
I WANT TO WATCH my self from another's perspective
AND I WANT TO KEEP notes so i know what to change
I WANT TO IGNORE what others say about me that is negative
I WANT TO BE strong and fearless
I WANT TO STOP letting my enemies control my thoughts and feelings
I LOST my dignity to those who mean nothing
I WANT TO FIND IT again by being a survivor of their cruelty
I WANT TO TRY and work slowly on becoming a survivor
AND GIVE them not what they want
AND THEN I'LL be the one who laughs last