Arizona Iced Tea.
So I guess it's about time for an update. Since I haven't actually updated in months, I'll do it in bullet points so this isn't the longest entry everrrr.
+Zach and I are doing very well. I just visited him last weekend and he'll be here with me next weekend to celebrate Valentine's Day and his 20th birthday. I love him. We've been together for almost 8 months now and I'm just so happy with him.
+School is going well, but I don't really know exactly what I want to do anymore. It's scaring me a LOT.
+I'm finally singing again. I mean, I never stopped entirely, but I'm finally part of an actual singing group again. It makes me feel more like myself, which is so comforting. Music is so much a part of me that I'm kind of lost when I don't have it.
+I don't know what I want to do with my summer. I could do the UMetc summer show if I audition, or I could stay at home and work there all summer. I'll be honest, one of the things that is holding me back from UMetc is the fact that if I take that job, I won't have a summer with Zach. Don't tell me to "make decisions for myself" or anything like that. I'd just like to take advantage of the 4ish months that I'll get with him instead of making them just as hard and distanced as it is now.
+I'm really excited to live with Megan Dolan next year. I've known that girl since I was 11, and she always makes me laugh. She is one of those girls who I can actually stand to be around for an extended period of time. Most girls (other than my sister and my close friends, I think that most girls are just petty conceited bitches.) Even though we're always joking around with each other and making fun of one another, I know that she is totally genuine and really cares about me. I can see us having both a lot of fun nights and also some great relaxing nights, too. I am so pumped. I seriously CANNOT WAIT. It will be so nice to have someone around here who is so nice, low-maintenance and willing to help out. Also, we can carpool to school/bus stops together. And home! Oh, it will be so good.
+I'm beginning to realize that I have very strong self-control. Also, I've realized over the past couple of months that unless you are a close friend, a family member, or my boyfriend, I do NOT want to take care of you, especially not for little to no gratitude. =D That sounds mean, but it's an important lesson to learn.
+I'm lucky to have the people in my life that I have. I love how my mom and I talk everyday, I love how I hear from Kirsten everyday, I love the way my dad answers the phone when I call. I love how Zach and I are doing so well even though we're in a long-distance relationship and how nice and loving he is to me. I love the BSC and how we always laugh when we're together. I just got into the Sopranos, but I love them already. I love Holly and Molly and the fact that I've heard from both girls in 2 days. I have such a great group of friends, and I love them all.
+I really miss my dogs and my kitty.
I'll try to update more frequently now that I'm "back."
+Zach and I are doing very well. I just visited him last weekend and he'll be here with me next weekend to celebrate Valentine's Day and his 20th birthday. I love him. We've been together for almost 8 months now and I'm just so happy with him.
+School is going well, but I don't really know exactly what I want to do anymore. It's scaring me a LOT.
+I'm finally singing again. I mean, I never stopped entirely, but I'm finally part of an actual singing group again. It makes me feel more like myself, which is so comforting. Music is so much a part of me that I'm kind of lost when I don't have it.
+I don't know what I want to do with my summer. I could do the UMetc summer show if I audition, or I could stay at home and work there all summer. I'll be honest, one of the things that is holding me back from UMetc is the fact that if I take that job, I won't have a summer with Zach. Don't tell me to "make decisions for myself" or anything like that. I'd just like to take advantage of the 4ish months that I'll get with him instead of making them just as hard and distanced as it is now.
+I'm really excited to live with Megan Dolan next year. I've known that girl since I was 11, and she always makes me laugh. She is one of those girls who I can actually stand to be around for an extended period of time. Most girls (other than my sister and my close friends, I think that most girls are just petty conceited bitches.) Even though we're always joking around with each other and making fun of one another, I know that she is totally genuine and really cares about me. I can see us having both a lot of fun nights and also some great relaxing nights, too. I am so pumped. I seriously CANNOT WAIT. It will be so nice to have someone around here who is so nice, low-maintenance and willing to help out. Also, we can carpool to school/bus stops together. And home! Oh, it will be so good.
+I'm beginning to realize that I have very strong self-control. Also, I've realized over the past couple of months that unless you are a close friend, a family member, or my boyfriend, I do NOT want to take care of you, especially not for little to no gratitude. =D That sounds mean, but it's an important lesson to learn.
+I'm lucky to have the people in my life that I have. I love how my mom and I talk everyday, I love how I hear from Kirsten everyday, I love the way my dad answers the phone when I call. I love how Zach and I are doing so well even though we're in a long-distance relationship and how nice and loving he is to me. I love the BSC and how we always laugh when we're together. I just got into the Sopranos, but I love them already. I love Holly and Molly and the fact that I've heard from both girls in 2 days. I have such a great group of friends, and I love them all.
+I really miss my dogs and my kitty.
I'll try to update more frequently now that I'm "back."