Dear Diary // Diary of a Lost Girl Fanmix
01. Cathy Davey - Little Red
Hey I, I wouldn't let him in
No I, I wouldn't, I wouldn't let him in
His eyes are close together, and he wears a toothy grin
Don't let him in
No, I wouldn't if I were you let him in
You're all the time believing the very best in all
But the devil was an angel, till he took a little fall
02. Regina Spektor - Apres Moi
I must go on standing
You can't break that which isn't yours
I, oh, must go on standing
I'm not my own, it's not my choice
Be afraid of the lame
They'll inherit your legs
Be afraid of the old
They'll inherit your souls
Be afraid of the cold
They'll inherit your blood
Apres moi, le deluge
After me comes the flood
03. Tori Amos - Crucify
Every finger in the room
Is pointing at me
I wanna spit in their faces
Then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach
I got a desert in my mouth
Why do we
Crucify ourselves
Every day
I crucify myself
Nothing I do is good enough for you
Crucify myself
Every day
And my heart is sick of being in chains
04. Emilie Autumn - I Want My Innocence Back
I want my innocence back
And if you can't give it to me
I will cut you down
And I will run you through
With the dagger you sharpened
On my body and soul
Before you slit me in two
And then devoured me whole
05. The Weepies - Little Bird
Sometimes it's hard to say
Even one thing true
When all eyes have turned aside
They used to talk to you
And people on the streets seem to disapprove
So you keep moving away
And forget what you wanted to say
06. Garbage - Metal Heart
I want to be dependable, I want to be courageous and good
I want to be faithful so that I can be heroic and true
I want to be a friend you can rely on you can lean on and trust
I want to understand so I can forgive and be willing to love
I wish I wasn't flesh and blood
I would not be scared
Of bullets built with me in mind
For then i could be saved
07. Lana Del Rey - Born To Die
Lost but now I am found
I can see but once I was blind
I was so confused as a little child
Tried to take what I could get
Scared that I couldn't find
All the answers, honey
08. Marina & The Diamonds - Living Dead
Got bubble wrap around my heart
Waiting for my life to start
But everyday it never comes
Permanently at square one
When it's late at night
I'm so dissatisfied
The weight of an empty life
Will lessen in the moonlight
In the light
I'm living dead only alive
When I pretend that I have died
I haven't lived life, I haven't lived love
Just a birds eye view from the sky above
I'm dead I'm living dead
09. Sarah McLachlan - Full Of Grace
Its just that we stayed, too long
In the same old sickly skin
I'm pulled down by the undertow
I never thought I could feel so low
Oh darkness I feel like letting go
If all of the strength
And all of the courage
Come and lift me from this place
I know I could love you much better than this
Full of grace
10. Scissor Sisters - It Can't Come Quickly Enough
We knew all the answers
And we shouted them like anthems
Anxious and suspicious
That God knew how much we cheated
It can't come quickly enough
And now you've spent your life
Waiting for this moment
And when you finally saw it come
It passed you by and left you so defeated
11. Nine Inch Nails - The Line Begins To Blur
There are things that I said I would never do
There are fears that I cannot believe have come true
For my soul is too sick and too little and too late
And my self I have grown too weary to hate
12. Ellie Goulding - The Wolves
Some day my pain,
Some day my pain,
Will mark you.
Harness your blame,
Harness your blame,
And walk through.
13. Cathy Davey - Rescue
Did you see what happened to me?
I was good for diving
Rescue
When you come and get me
Maybe the ground'll open
Eat me up for dinner
All the leaves and dead things
Will be happy to sit and wait for a while
Everyone needs to settle
Hear the stampede
Rescue
When you come and get me
I'll wait for
Something human
Rescue
When you come and get me
Rescue
I'll wait
14. P!nk - Dear Diary
I've been down every road you could go
I've made some bad choices as you know
Seems I've got this whole world cradled in my hands
But it's just like me not to understand (yeah)
Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
Cuz you're the only one that I know who'll keep
them
Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
I've been a bad, bad girl
15. Florence & The Machine - Leave My Body
I'm gonna be released from behind these lies
I don't care whether I live or die
And I'm losing blind, I'm gonna leave my bones
And I don't want you to leave me cold
I don't want your future
I don't need your past
One bright moment
Is all I ask
I'm gonna leave my body (moving up to higher ground)
I'm gonna lose my mind (my history keeps pulling me down)
Said I'm gonna leave my body (moving up to higher ground)
I'm gonna lose my mind (my history keeps pulling me, pulling me down)