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I think it's safe to say I have never truly felt this horrible in my life. There's nothing physically wrong with me but I have just been so unhappy for months now and last week a major change triggered off the major depression.
I know most people wouldn't count favourite teacher leaving as a major change, buts its important to me as I'm immensely fond of her, and now I'm very miserable. Mainly from that but from a lot of other things too.
And I keep just randomly crying. I don't know what triggers it but I keep crying and I don't know what its over.
And I truly hate people who keep telling me its just my hormones. I'm well aware that it is a teenage emotions thing but its getting over it at this moment in time that is my worry.
I am so very depressed and there is a certain other teacher upon the staff who I am 96% certain had something to do with the exodus this year.
I know most people wouldn't count favourite teacher leaving as a major change, buts its important to me as I'm immensely fond of her, and now I'm very miserable. Mainly from that but from a lot of other things too.
And I keep just randomly crying. I don't know what triggers it but I keep crying and I don't know what its over.
And I truly hate people who keep telling me its just my hormones. I'm well aware that it is a teenage emotions thing but its getting over it at this moment in time that is my worry.
I am so very depressed and there is a certain other teacher upon the staff who I am 96% certain had something to do with the exodus this year.