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What is going on?
I mean in my head mostly but with you all too? Where are you all on this ride? How are things going for you?
Work is about all I do now. The things I formerly did to have fun now just seem like a big waste of time and resources. I still do enjoy shopping and dining out. Money seems like it's going out faster then it's coming in, luckily my bank statements tell me otherwise. I might be worried that I have a problem if they didn't. I have a bigger bed for my little self. It's fantastic and well worth the six months of payments I will be making. I know I said I wanted a car but if you slept on my old bed you would quite agree I made the right choice. I still want my car but it's hard to make a down payment with clothes and cds, etc. (I need help!)
I had almost a week off from work. It was relaxing but I really didn't put it to any use. I didn't get a change of scenery which I so desperately need. A new focus on things is way past due. So I've taken to changing little things: my hair, the way I dress, things I do. I've been reading a lot more. I was beginning to think I was becoming illiterate. Douglas Adams is helping me out with that though.
"I've got no direction but I'm in motion"
Oh did you say it! It's driving me insane that I have no plans, no goals. I think about it every day to no avail. How am I suppose to decide to do one thing for the rest of my life? Too many things interest me to pick just one, but none stand out above the rest.
But all of this I guess really doesn't matter. I pretend I don't know what's coming so that I can live some semblence of a life. But I know. I hope you do too.
This was just a break from doing my nails. It was also just to calm myself down a bit. I was getting worked up over nothing.
Also, Alcoholics Anonymous. Where, when, and sign him up! I love him but he's killed all the brain cells I will allow. It's time for him to hate me.
And Doppler Tim the Weather Cat is no longer with us. My cat had cancer in his stomach so we had to decide it was his time. It was awful and really sad and I don't want to lose any other pets for quite a while.
This post was evidence of my coffee addiction.
I mean in my head mostly but with you all too? Where are you all on this ride? How are things going for you?
Work is about all I do now. The things I formerly did to have fun now just seem like a big waste of time and resources. I still do enjoy shopping and dining out. Money seems like it's going out faster then it's coming in, luckily my bank statements tell me otherwise. I might be worried that I have a problem if they didn't. I have a bigger bed for my little self. It's fantastic and well worth the six months of payments I will be making. I know I said I wanted a car but if you slept on my old bed you would quite agree I made the right choice. I still want my car but it's hard to make a down payment with clothes and cds, etc. (I need help!)
I had almost a week off from work. It was relaxing but I really didn't put it to any use. I didn't get a change of scenery which I so desperately need. A new focus on things is way past due. So I've taken to changing little things: my hair, the way I dress, things I do. I've been reading a lot more. I was beginning to think I was becoming illiterate. Douglas Adams is helping me out with that though.
"I've got no direction but I'm in motion"
Oh did you say it! It's driving me insane that I have no plans, no goals. I think about it every day to no avail. How am I suppose to decide to do one thing for the rest of my life? Too many things interest me to pick just one, but none stand out above the rest.
But all of this I guess really doesn't matter. I pretend I don't know what's coming so that I can live some semblence of a life. But I know. I hope you do too.
This was just a break from doing my nails. It was also just to calm myself down a bit. I was getting worked up over nothing.
Also, Alcoholics Anonymous. Where, when, and sign him up! I love him but he's killed all the brain cells I will allow. It's time for him to hate me.
And Doppler Tim the Weather Cat is no longer with us. My cat had cancer in his stomach so we had to decide it was his time. It was awful and really sad and I don't want to lose any other pets for quite a while.
This post was evidence of my coffee addiction.