Sep 06, 2009 22:26
Life is good right now. Really good. I am busier than I've been since high school, and for the most part, I'm loving it. I love being busy. I love feeling accomplished. It is my last year and half of college, so hard to believe. It was just yesterday I moved here to start Freshman year. There are so many things I want to do, need to do, and so little time to do them in. I hardly have any down time anymore, which is the downfall of being so busy, but I know it will all be worth it in the end.
I'm more confused now than ever about what I truly want to do with my life. I thought I had it totally figured out, and yet, I don't have a clue. Part of me loves that. Not knowing where I will end up, or what I will be doing. The unknown is sort of exciting. I know I have options, which is great. The other part of me, hates that I have no idea where i'll end up. That's my OCD side. I need a plan. Or at least some idea of what direction i'm going in. But...i've got none at the moment, so I guess I will just go with the flow for now. I just want to be happy, whatever it is I end up doing.
Boys...now thats a tricky one. Not even sure where to start, or what to say about the situation really. All I know is, I am happy. Very happy. And just hoping and praying everyday that it lasts. For good this time. We shall see... <3
Football season started Satruday. So very exciting! It's probably one of my favorite times of the year. I love going to the games. Because I love the game, and the Gators, but mostly because it's the only time I really get to spend with my family. It's our bonding time, and so special. We are in for another great season. :)
xoxo.