here we go again.
Its been an okay few weeks, so its only fitting that a wave of intense frustration has recently overcome me.
I, like many college students are counting down the days till the conclusion of Spring semester and the start of a fun summer.
The lack of focus on school is astonishing. Forget trying to pay attention in class, i'm thankful if I even make it to class anymore. I have never been more ready to finish classes, ever! This semester has been more than challenging in multiple ways and I can only hope it has to get better from here.
Besides the frustration, I am conflicted.
I feel like i am wasting my time just scooting by in college. College is supposed to be a time of new experiences, new friendships, self-discovery and starting your career. Seeing as i have yet to figure out what in the hell i want to do with my life, i feel like its holding me back from the rest of those things. I am constantly thinking about my life after college, i'm forgetting to enjoy it while im here. It's already been two years, im half way done. Scary.
Besides that, i feel like UNF is just not the right place for me anymore. But where do I go? Just transfer somewhere else, right? Not so easy. I just found out i did not get into UCF. Not having an AA yet makes it really hard to get into other schools. So now what? Im stuck here. Try to make the best of it...
Relationships.
HA. or lack of them. One minute I decide i want to try to date again since its been forever since i have. The next, i am incredibly happy being single..?
Why cant i make up my mind? about anything?
oohh so frustrating...
I, like many college students are counting down the days till the conclusion of Spring semester and the start of a fun summer.
The lack of focus on school is astonishing. Forget trying to pay attention in class, i'm thankful if I even make it to class anymore. I have never been more ready to finish classes, ever! This semester has been more than challenging in multiple ways and I can only hope it has to get better from here.
Besides the frustration, I am conflicted.
I feel like i am wasting my time just scooting by in college. College is supposed to be a time of new experiences, new friendships, self-discovery and starting your career. Seeing as i have yet to figure out what in the hell i want to do with my life, i feel like its holding me back from the rest of those things. I am constantly thinking about my life after college, i'm forgetting to enjoy it while im here. It's already been two years, im half way done. Scary.
Besides that, i feel like UNF is just not the right place for me anymore. But where do I go? Just transfer somewhere else, right? Not so easy. I just found out i did not get into UCF. Not having an AA yet makes it really hard to get into other schools. So now what? Im stuck here. Try to make the best of it...
Relationships.
HA. or lack of them. One minute I decide i want to try to date again since its been forever since i have. The next, i am incredibly happy being single..?
Why cant i make up my mind? about anything?
oohh so frustrating...