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well, it's 12:30 pm and i woke up around 11pm. I am back on my vampire schedule, i actually prefer it. It is so peaceful at night, though boring. there is nothing to worry about, just get done what you need to get done. friend of mine made an interesting comment.
James: school not going well?
me: eh, hard to be motivated when there is no goal
James: so why are you in school?
me: something to do i spose
James: so right now college is busy work for you
Yup, basically right now college is busy work. There are so many things that i care about and are interested in... but they generally don't offer degrees in friends, books, movies. things of that sort. and i am really tired of being told, "well that's how the world works." fuck that, it's not how i want to live.
St. Patrick's Day was fun. started at midnight playing right at shot glass chess. he had 10 i had 6 i believe. but i only won cuz i took lessons... duh. went to see, Be Cool with Steve. we decided to go get drinks at T.G.I. Fridays where after steve mocked be for being on his 3rd drink and i was still on my first rum/coke i promptly ordered shots of Jack Daniels. Then headed home.
I am thinking it is time to switch back to J/D from Rum. something about it i enjoy more... perhaps that burning feeling followed by refreshing coke.
Hmm it's looks nice out, need to find someone to go play catch with.
Heard a Bright Eyes song the other day. don't know the name of it or that it was bright eyes until jess brought it to my attention. And it has made me realize that i would rather wait for the perfect girl in the perfect situation... which makes for a rather aggravating and boring existance. not drunk enough to elaborate on these feelings, perhaps sometime this week you will get the honor. Though i will say this, you can only bury so many things so often until the hole fills up.
Off to a math exam i go... wooha
James: school not going well?
me: eh, hard to be motivated when there is no goal
James: so why are you in school?
me: something to do i spose
James: so right now college is busy work for you
Yup, basically right now college is busy work. There are so many things that i care about and are interested in... but they generally don't offer degrees in friends, books, movies. things of that sort. and i am really tired of being told, "well that's how the world works." fuck that, it's not how i want to live.
St. Patrick's Day was fun. started at midnight playing right at shot glass chess. he had 10 i had 6 i believe. but i only won cuz i took lessons... duh. went to see, Be Cool with Steve. we decided to go get drinks at T.G.I. Fridays where after steve mocked be for being on his 3rd drink and i was still on my first rum/coke i promptly ordered shots of Jack Daniels. Then headed home.
I am thinking it is time to switch back to J/D from Rum. something about it i enjoy more... perhaps that burning feeling followed by refreshing coke.
Hmm it's looks nice out, need to find someone to go play catch with.
Heard a Bright Eyes song the other day. don't know the name of it or that it was bright eyes until jess brought it to my attention. And it has made me realize that i would rather wait for the perfect girl in the perfect situation... which makes for a rather aggravating and boring existance. not drunk enough to elaborate on these feelings, perhaps sometime this week you will get the honor. Though i will say this, you can only bury so many things so often until the hole fills up.
Off to a math exam i go... wooha