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I just posted some quiz results...i saw eveyone was doing them, so i figured i'd be a cool kid and do one too.
It's been pretty long sence ive updated..i really dont have alot to talk about..
my mind has been pretty much blank for the past month or so..im slipping in shcool..i dont know if its lack of motivation or what but i need to get my ass in gear or im out for 5 weeks.
Every night i sit around in hopes that the next day will get better..
It dosnt..i end up siting around the house...procrastinating.
I know i need a job..i know i need to study for school..i know i need to be more active..but im always putting it off..ive always been like that.
Ive been verry negitive and verry agitated lately...snaping at everyone and going off at the drop of a hat..I believe its because everything in my life lately has been verry repetitive..its mainly my dad..hes okay for a couple days..then hes an asshole..everytime i think shits going to get better it goes back to the way it was..thats basicly muy whole attitude..why try if nothing is getting done..i havent showered in 2 days..my weekend was siting around and doing shit..
I dont know..im just depressed, what else is new
It's been pretty long sence ive updated..i really dont have alot to talk about..
my mind has been pretty much blank for the past month or so..im slipping in shcool..i dont know if its lack of motivation or what but i need to get my ass in gear or im out for 5 weeks.
Every night i sit around in hopes that the next day will get better..
It dosnt..i end up siting around the house...procrastinating.
I know i need a job..i know i need to study for school..i know i need to be more active..but im always putting it off..ive always been like that.
Ive been verry negitive and verry agitated lately...snaping at everyone and going off at the drop of a hat..I believe its because everything in my life lately has been verry repetitive..its mainly my dad..hes okay for a couple days..then hes an asshole..everytime i think shits going to get better it goes back to the way it was..thats basicly muy whole attitude..why try if nothing is getting done..i havent showered in 2 days..my weekend was siting around and doing shit..
I dont know..im just depressed, what else is new