My wonderful boyfriend, Sean Clery, named his pencil "nightwing". He seriously refers to it by name, for example, "can you
please hand me nightwing?" It used to be funny, and now it's
starting to see somewhat normal. What does this say about
me? Honestly, the pencil does resemble nightwing quite a bit.
A lot of stuff has been happening lately. I like it.
One of my favorite things is that Moguls and I are talking
again. Maybe it's supid, but that's like my favorite thing
ever right now. Even if it only lasts for another 10
seconds, I definitely consider it something to smile about right
now. It always seems like toward the end of a school year, people
get closer. I wonder if this is any indication that midterms =
toward the end of the school year?
Today Chris called me and told me that he has a girlfriend, and
wanted me to hear it from him before I heard it from someone
else. I respect and appreciate that a lot. It definitely
made me think about a lot of stuff. I don't really write much
about Chris in here...even though I guess I think about stuff with him
quite a bit. It's weird, I guess I don't really write about most of the
things I think about. If I did, would anyone even read
this? Anyway, I was geniunely happy for Chris...and that's
the first time that he's mentioned some sort of girl-related drama to
me that I didn't feel at least somewhat disappointed by.
It's weird though...I really hope this does work out for him, since I
know that he deserves someone really good, and since he is one of the
most attentive guys I know, I think he would make pretty much any girl
quite happy.
This has been the hardest semester ever of my college career. I
feel like i'm constantly being smothered by stress. One week from
today I will find out whether or not I'm an RA. I'm trying not to
worry about what will happen housing-wise if I do not get the position
I would like. I'm pretty freaked out about it. Also, one
week today I will be home with one of my favorite people in the entire
world, my mom :)
And, since I know you're wondering: nightwing, meet nightwing
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