Do you think its gonna ease your sting?
I used to think everything was pefect, but lil did i know that i was way off base. I dont really know who this message is to. Maybe its just for me to rant. But whatever it is for..its here.
Nothing's perfect, it never will be. It cant be. And i know that I have high expectations for everyone, and now i wish i didnt. I wish that i didnt care, it would make it so much easier to pretend that i didnt give a fuck.
But i do.
And i cant help felling alone. Left out. Away. And i know that its partly my fault, but maybe that's how its supposed to be. Maybe things werent meant to be that way. I think im supposed to learn from this maybe? i dont even know, but how i wish i did, and how i wish that I never would have spoken up.
Truth is i am so disappointed in everyone.. and maybe thats wrong of me to say that, but its true. Because i thought people could be better than that and i thought that they could see that they have hurt someone, and to actually care. But i guess that's were i screwed up again.
People dont care, no matter how old they get, it never seems to phase them.
And they never realize the pain.
Until its too late.
-Kimberly
Oh yeah, have fun at the incubus concert
Nothing's perfect, it never will be. It cant be. And i know that I have high expectations for everyone, and now i wish i didnt. I wish that i didnt care, it would make it so much easier to pretend that i didnt give a fuck.
But i do.
And i cant help felling alone. Left out. Away. And i know that its partly my fault, but maybe that's how its supposed to be. Maybe things werent meant to be that way. I think im supposed to learn from this maybe? i dont even know, but how i wish i did, and how i wish that I never would have spoken up.
Truth is i am so disappointed in everyone.. and maybe thats wrong of me to say that, but its true. Because i thought people could be better than that and i thought that they could see that they have hurt someone, and to actually care. But i guess that's were i screwed up again.
People dont care, no matter how old they get, it never seems to phase them.
And they never realize the pain.
Until its too late.
-Kimberly
Oh yeah, have fun at the incubus concert