Chapter Three: Ai
Title: Tadaima
Author:
shushu_yaoi and
duchess_pol Pairing: Naruto/Sasuke and Naruto/Kakashi (minor pairing)
Rating: NC-17 (=D)
Summary: One year has passed after Sasuke killed Itachi, but the boy hasn’t come back to Konoha yet. Naruto still loves him and he's sure he will come back, however his body can't wait. What will he do?
Warnings: A bit of angst, this is a SLASH fic (=boy/boy love, sex, everything!), don’t like, don’t read!
Disclaimers: Unfortunately we don’t own these characters, life is tough…
Author’s note: The fanfic takes place after Konoha has defeated Akatsuki, possible spoilers about the manga, but not many =)
Kisses and hugs to
iani_ancilla, our wonderful beta reader!
Sorry if it took us so long but we were busy with university and duchess_pol graduated from university! Give her lots of cookies! =)
Reviews: Yes, please! =)
From the beginning Xxxxxx ---- xxxxxX
“Friendship is certainly the finest balm for the pangs of disappointed love.”
Jane Austen
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“Naruto, come on! Don’t be such a spoilsport! Come with us!” Kakashi smiled at him as Sakura took his arm and tried to pull him inside the pub.
“Naruto, why don’t you want to drink with us? Friends drink together, even my book says that.” asked Sai calmly.
“You can shove that book up whatever hole you prefer for what I care. It’s not that I don’t want to…I’m just tired…” answered the blonde.
And I don’t think it’s a good idea to let Kakashi get drunk around me…
“Stop moping and relax”, said Sai pushing him inside. Naruto sighed and gave up. Resistance was useless when the three of them had their minds set on the same purpose. They could be scary sometimes… Thank God Yamato-taichou and his flashlight were not around…
“First round is on me, guys”, added Sai.
“Why's that? Are we celebrating something?” asked Sakura suspiciously while they sat down.
“Of course we are!”
“What?” asked the girl with a worried voice.
“How could you forget? It’s an important anniversary! It’s been one month since you gave me the first blo-strmph“ Sakura pressed her hand to his lips, knowing her boyfriend too well not to figure out what was going to come out of his mouth.
“YOU! How could you?! You’re so stupid!”
While the girl was busy trying to hit some sense into her boyfriend, Kakashi sat down next to Naruto and smiled at him.
“So, Naruto, how are you?”
“F-fine, thanks… besides, you have already asked me this morning… You getting old and paranoid, sensei?”
Kakashi chuckled and shook his head. “A lot of things have happened in the meanwhile”, he added pouring some sake inside a cup and offering it to the boy.
“Sensei, I can’t drink! I’m still underage!” cried Naruto.
“Oh, don’t worry, nobody will notice. Besides, you’ve been hanging around with Jiraya-sama so long… you have probably got drunk at least a hundred times, if not following his example, then trying to forget how obnoxious he was…”
Naruto smiled and said: “You seem to remember him pretty well… kanpai!”.
“You know, sensei”, Sai said joining them in the conversation, “I’ve read a lot of interesting things about alcohol.”
“Like for example?”
“Apparently, you have to drink a lot of water before going to sleep in order to avoid a hang-over. Moreover, it’s better to drink in a certain order. You should start drinking something soft, like beer, and then go on with more alcoholic drinks, like wine and sake.”
“Are you sure, Sai?” asked Kakashi frowning, thanks to his mask he managed to look serious even though he was actually laughing to himself, “it doesn’t seem to make much sense to me, you know? I’ve never heard about that.”
“I’ve read about it! And I’ll demonstrate now that this works. Could you please order some beer for me, sensei?”
Kakashi seemed amused and did as he was asked, watching intently as Sai drank his beer, getting ridiculously drunk right after a couple of sips.
The pub's door opened as someone came in. Kakashi didn’t pay much attention to them and focused on Naruto, who was now staring inside his cup, as if he were waiting for it to reveal the mysteries of life.
“What’s up, Naruto? You seeing the second Hokage in the cup?”
“Oh, yes, I mean, no! Don’t worry, sensei… just a little bit drunk, maybe.” “
“About the things I told you this morning...” whispered Kakashi, leaning closer to him so as not to be heard by their team-mates.
“Which one? «Would you please put together something for breakfast» or «By the way, I would like to have sex with you, now pass the salt»?”, snapped the boy, trying to keep his voice as low as he could, obviously irritated by the fact that the topic was being raised again.
“I would like to clarify that...” but he was interrupted before he could go on.
“Naruto-kun”, a hesitant voice called the boy and as he turned he saw a red face covered by black hair looking down in embarrassment.
“Oi, Hinata! How are you?”
“Uh, f-fine. What about you?”
“I’m fine!”, said the boy grinning.
“Na-Naruto-kun, would you mind if I sat here?” she said fidgeting.
“Not at all, go on!”
The girl sat down on Naruto’s left and started toying with her hair, mumbling something unintelligible under her breath.
As Naruto wondered what she was trying to say, he felt a hand on his knee and turned right to face Kakashi.
“Se-sensei?”
“Naruto, I’d like to clarify what I told you this morning”, said the man taking away the hand and refilling his cup of sake, “you probably thought that I’m just a pervert trying to hit on you while you are in a state of confusion. It’s just that I want to help you because I know how hard it can be to be a teenager with hormones driving you crazy. Moreover, being a ninja, you have to face great responsibilities and it’s hard to manage all of this by yourself. Some release could help you and let you free to concentrate on your training. You can do it with anyone, but if you want to, I can be your partner.”
Naruto was trying to avoid eye-contact with the man, ashamed he would blush like Hinata.
“Se-sensei…I don’t know…”
“Besides, I find you really good-looking. It would be a pity to waste the best years of your youth in depressed chastity, wouldn’t it?”
Too late, he was as red as a beetle…
“Hinata! What’s up? You’re even more silent than usual!”, said Sakura all of a sudden. Naruto turned his attention towards the girls, in an attempt to escape Kakashi’s proposal.
“Sakura-san… the wedding… has been fixed…”, she said with a barely audible voice and watery eyes.
“No way! Really?!”
The shy girl nodded and started crying silently.
“So you’re going to marry Neji!”
Sai, who was already completely wasted, looked at the girl intently and asked: “Whasswrongwithat?”
“I beg you pardon?”, asked Hinata timidly.
“What’s wrong with that?” he repeated.
Sakura eyed him suspiciously and asked: “What’s wrong with you? All the village knows about it!”
“I don’t understand. Is she worried because she’s a virgin? You could lend her that book I bought you.”
“What kind of book?”, asked Hinata, hoping it was something that could help her out of this arranged marriage.
“You don’t want to know…”, interjected Sakura, “never mind that!”
She turned to her boyfriend and explained that Hinata’s family had decided to make her marry her cousin in an attempt to preserve the clan’s power and strengthen the bloodline. Hinata and Neji’s point of view on the matter did not count, as they were just supposed to obey.
Sai seemed lost in deep thought for a couple of minutes and then he stated: “Why don’t you just get yourself laid?”
Sakura sank into her drink and tiredly asked: “What good would that do to her?”
“Well, because it’s fun. Much more than being a virgin. It would do you good, you know. It improves your mood and makes you happy. What do you think about it, Naruto?”
“Eeer…I don’t know…”
“I agree with Sai”, said Kakashi, “and I could suggest you a couple of interesting books too…”
“Like Icha Icha Paradise, for example?”, grumbled Sakura, downing her drink and pouring some more sake in her cup.
“I don’t know. The only thing I want is love.” sobbed Hinata.
“Love isn’t such an amazing thing as they want you to think. It gives you headaches!” muttered Sakura.
“And when a girl has a headache it means she doesn’t want to get laid, according to my book.”
“Love is important.” This wise statement came from none other than Kakashi.
Naruto gaped. “Aren’t you contradicting yourself, pervert?”
“Not at all. Love is important and you should fight for it. Hinata is right in desiring it.” Then he whispered to Naruto’s ear: “I respect your feelings for Sasuke, however sex without love isn’t bad either. It’s just something different. Nobody would get hurt if it happened between you and me, because we wouldn’t fall in love with each other along the way, since your heart seems already taken.”
A hand nonchalantly perched on Naruto’s thigh again, but he ignored it and asked: “What about you?”
“I know really well how not to fall in love with my bed partners, since I have a lot of experience in the field.”
“You said love is important!” argued Naruto.
“Love is important, Naruto. It just isn’t for everyone.”
Naruto didn’t know what to answer to that, but right then the door opened once again to let in Kiba and Shino. The boys headed towards their friends’ table and sat down next to Sai. Shino was desperately trying to persuade his friend to go home, since Kiba was clearly completely drunk. All of them were already used to this kind of scene because Kiba had been drinking heavily since Akamaru’s death, unable to get over the loss of his best friend and companion. Shino and Hinata had tried to help him in every kind of way but the situation wasn’t improving.
“Kiba, how are you? Got yourself a cat?”, asked Sai, but fortunately Kiba wasn’t paying attention to the drunk comment of the pale boy.
Instead, he focused on Hinata and stared at her with a mischievous look.
“Have your boobs grown again, Hinata?”
The conversation stuck to low-rate topics for about fifteen minutes, since Naruto grabbed the chance to avoid Kakashi, and all of them were already quite drunk and went along with the mood. Then the combined efforts of Shino and Hinata succeeded in dragging Kiba outside. As the door closed behind them the boy could be heard exclaiming “You’re sleeping with me tonight, aren’t you?”
“Ok, kids, time to go back home”, said Kakashi after a while, seeing that all of his students were completely drunk.
Sakura said she was going to take care of Sai and bring him home, since he couldn’t even remember where he lived.
“Hey”, said the boy all of a sudden, “Kakashi-sensei, I forgot to drink water to rehydrate my body” and before anybody could figure out what he was up to, he flung himself into a nearby fountain dragging his girlfriend with him.
Kakashi sighed and left him to Sakura’s “loving” care, throwing Naruto’s arm over his shoulder and walking him home.
As soon as they stepped across the threshold, Naruto headed directly to the bathroom to take care of his bulging bladder, then threw himself on his bed mumbling: “Good night, world.”
Kakashi was left standing there without knowing what to do with himself. He lingered on the doorway of the room and pondered if he could do something to avoid the boy getting a hangover. After a while he decided that the least he could do was take off his jacket, put him under the covers and then leave.
He had just started his task when he felt a hand grabbing one of his sleeves, while another pulled down his mask. Before Kakashi could react, he felt warm lips pressing against his and wondered if the boy was so drunk that he had completely lost control. He managed to disentangle himself and stared wide-eyed at Naruto who only said “Ouch!” because in the rush of the moment the kiss had come out more like a bump than a soft touch.
“Naruto, I think I’d better leave.”
“How come? You’ve been offering your body to me for hours and now you become all saint-like?”, exclaimed Naruto sitting up.
“Your opinion of me is really low if you think I could take advantage of you while you’re drunk…” he sadly stated.
“I’m not drunk!”
“And I’m wearing Godaime’s bra.”
“I’m not kidding. I was faking drunkenness!” Naruto explained stubbornly.
“Who in the world would do that? Besides, I saw you drink so much that you should be dripping alcohol from your ears right now.” It was clear that he was pretty sceptical.
“I can’t. It’s the chakra, the nine-tails. It burns the alcohol away almost as soon as I drink it. Kind of like when it heals my wounds, you know?”
“Why the hell do you pretend then?” he asked in disbelief.
“Can you imagine how boring it is to spend your evenings with a bunch of wasted friends when you’re absolutely sober? It’s easier this way. Sometimes Chouji and I try to drink each other under the table... once in a while I even let him win.” smirked the boy.
Kakashi laughed and asked: “so you are jumping your sensei even if you’re sober? You looked pretty shy just a couple of hours ago…”
Naruto blushed and looked away. Kakashi’s penetrating gaze was much harder to stand when you could see his whole face.
“You sure you want to do it?”
“I don’t know… This morning, when you kissed me, I had a strange feeling…”
“That’s called hard-on”, joked Kakashi.
The nerve on Naruto’s forehead twitched badly: “You really are a narcissist pervert, aren’t you? I wasn’t talking about that!”
“Sorry, my bad.”
“When you kissed me it was kind of nice. I would like to do more. But at the same time it reminded me of that time when Sasuke left.”
“What do you mean?” Kakashi asked, perplexed.
“At the Valley of the End… I think he kissed me… I’m not entirely positive because I was half-unconscious, but I’m pretty sure he did. This is what has prevented me from «having fun» up until now. I can’t let him go and move on with my life. But he doesn’t seem to be coming back…”
“Naruto, I know what you feel like. But you can keep on loving him, I’m not suggesting you to stop.”
“I couldn’t stop even if I wanted to… but at the same time it feels as if everybody is becoming an adult and moving on with their lives and I’m still the twelve-year-old kid who pines after his first friend…”
As Naruto was still looking at his hands, Kakashi got closer, lifted his chin with his fingers and gave him a soft kiss on the lips.
“Don’t be too hard on yourself”
Naruto looked up and grabbed the collar of Kakashi’s shirt to drag him down for another kiss. It soon deepened and became more passionate, as the boy slowly lay down on the bed, taking Kakashi with him. He felt Kakashi’s tongue invading his mouth and he mimicked his sensei’s actions. Then he came up from the kiss and said, smirking knowingly: ”But I think you wanted me to be hard…”
Kakashi snorted: “Is that your idea of a funny joke?”
Naruto’s eyes narrowed in brief annoyance, then he answered in a low voice: “I’m a bit tense, you know? Yesterday morning I would have never even imagined that I would do such things so soon. And with you of all people!”
He chuckled: “Of course you are! You don’t need to worry. I’m the last person who wants to rush you into this. If tomorrow you’ll be of the same mind about the matter, we could… well, do all the things that people do in these situations.” Then he smiled: “In the meantime, let me take care of some of your tension. Just to give you a taste of what awaits for you.”
With a smug expression on his face he leaned towards Naruto and started sucking on his earlobe, then lightly slid the tip of his tongue down the boy’s muscular neck and teasingly bit at the curve of his neck.
In the meanwhile his right hand rubbed Naruto’s groin through the rough cloth of his pants, then slipped underneath the boy’s underwear to rub the tip of his penis with the thumb. When he judged that it was hard enough, he positioned himself between Naruto’s legs, and took off the boy’s shirt to caress the chest shaped by years of hard training. Soon Naruto’s pants and underwear followed the other garments on the floor. The boy’s breath was now uneven from the excitement of the unusual sensations and from the anticipation of what was coming.
Naruto and Kakashi looked intensely into each other’s eye one last time before the older man started to teach him a whole new lesson.
TBC
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