(no subject)
slipping through the hole where the moon don't shine
spent too long trying to make you mine
kept on running but I fell behind
butterfly better fly away this time
lost my place in the line again
put it back on the shelf and let the dust settle in
I always thought we'd that be more than friends
I always thought that we were different
I'm all for love
but I can't see the light
tell me how to do it
tell me how I'm gonna get it right
I'm all for love
I'm gonna try it again
I don't wanna give up
cause I'm all for love
nobody knows where the hell I've been
gonna make a fool of myself again
keep on getting stuck up in the same old scene
baby why'd you have to go and be so mean
I don't believe in praying on your knees
just let me leave I'm over the fantasy .
- serena ryder
some days I am fine, and other days I am just so lonely. today was a lonely, lonely day.
sand
sometimes for an instant the world holds you safe
and for a soft moment you melt into the clay
cupped by the sand
a still-warm hand
the glow of purple doesn't chafe
gets you through another day
if I was a neanderthal
I wouldn't make assumptions
I'd use my bones to build my thrones
and I would never fall.
a day's worth of euphoria at the expense of your words
a long string of sounds no one's heard
the words grow roots and what flows from your mouth
roots turned to seeds that sow all your doubts
at the end of the day you stand alone
love is put back on the shelf
the throne of bone, the roots you've grown
can't save you from yourself
rubbish.