May 10, 2004 21:42
Now the time is near. Friends will leave soon. I feel so alone at times. Has my goals in life change. Can i escape from this mode of life. Has no one gone threw this. My closet friendship are falling apart, For good? i know nothing. I gave all i have. Some friendship have come back together. All of life seems in a daze... Graduation in the air as it comes. My love for people has not change. Not love, love, but love for friendship. Much advice is need. Don't forget the present as it lays in front of us. Many will not go forth many will stay, but to what to degree. This is a time of trust and timing of the Lord. But i must be joyous for times of trial brings joy. There is only one that will not lead you a stray. i can't rely on self for self will fail. God must be driving. I feel aprart from this world and my friends. I know our paths will be different from here. All one can do is wait and rely on Him... God HElP ME!