Feb 05, 2005 01:31
you know what... I am sick of reading series that end like this. First of all, the darn things could be longer at least. It was only four books, it could have at least made it to six! The next thing i know the main character's dead and the other one is alone and the book is over just like that. Chiaka should have at least killed herself first, what the fuck, everyone else she cared about died anyway, Ororon, Shiro, Lika, Lucy, Kuro... What the hell.... I men they didn't even end up together, and hell ended up just fine, but not the main characters.. who the fuck cares if hell's alright if they aren't! AHH i'm soo mad, why bother buying the books if you'r this mad in the end... this is soo much worse than ParaKiss....
and what is with all these series' not ending? the people just stop writing them after a couple of books, and it's even worse when there's like 16! First there was X, then there was Saint Marie, and then INVU, , ack there were more too, and they'r always one that you want more of!
AHHH! now i am going to try to find fanfiction where it end differently so i can be happy, but it will be like the para kiss fanfiction, where people will write about everything BUT that. ANd now you'll say, :Why do you write it? Because i don't have the goddamned time to, that's why, between work, school, and perverted thoughts abut a certain girl that i can't get out of my head, and knowing i have other stories i haven't touched in years, i don't have the time (and that's just a few reason's, that's not even considering my latin, webpage, drawing side projects!) My days are not nearly long enough, and my body needs way to much sleep and this all makes me very angry...
and while i am ranting, i got extreme feeling for a girl who i have to make sure will never know it, a boyfriend who i am barely ever going to see, friends who i will never get to hang out with, money i don't have but need terribly, a car that officially is junk to me, confidence that is slowly disappearing, motivation that has hid itslef some where far away, talent that is non existant, a college who'll except me but no one cares, and a college who will not except me and no one's surprised.
And know what the worst part is? i still have more complaints and the people who i wish cared, or that i want to say something, either don't care, or don't know what to say.
God damnit... life should go back to being NOT complicated and fun... not stress ful, exausting, and and that feeling when you are constantly running toward you'r goal yet never achieving it! what the hell is that word!
oh yes anoter complaint? My memory has disappeared as well as writing and drawing ability... what the hell is wrong with me?
all this from a bad ending to a good (short) series.
PS: I need an angry Icon
demon ororon,
rant,
manga