a post
Seems like its been forever since i made a post :P
Well today i was actually busy at work. time went by pretty fast. i was working on a sign for the foyer for a while so that ate up a bit of it. talked for a bit with lindsey and jackie, talked to mom, who made me feel like crap, again. I went thru my lyric posts again to format them too.
anyway, so i still need to call the camp ground again cause they didn't answer the last two times. i was able to leave a message tho.
as for last weekend we ended up staying at glen and hannah's (with amber) on friday and saturday night. went to josh's on sunday. i came to work from there this morning. sooo tired. we went to brandi's to watch Donnie Darko, the director's cut, and didn't get home till like 2 or something. On saturday we went to the olive garden to eat and then met with my brother to go to the movies. we saw Ocean's 13, i liked it, so did Josh, but Phil really didn't. which was a bummer. we walked around bestbuy. phil got a memory card. then we went back to B&N. i got us all drinks and phil a couple magazines. we sat and talked for a bit, but then phile went back home so he could head to maine...
I guess when he got back he had a really heart breaking goodbye. i do feel bad about not being there (and not because mom made me feel bad) but i'm glad i wasn't. i have a hard enough time keeping it together about phil as it is, i don't want to have like an hour at my house where ever one is crying and wishing they could change how it all it. i said my goodbye for now on saturday and as much as it sucked, and as much as i wanted to follow him home to have a few last glimpses, i think it was best to end it kind of happy. Just thinking about anything more already makes me want to cry... i'd rather hold it all in like before and wait to cry til after he's home safe.
anyway, enough about that...
this weekend is gonna end up being complicated... i have to be home saturday night cause it's father's day on Sunday. i haven't really gotten to figure out how i'm gonan work it yet tho cause i also have work on saturday.
anyway.. that's it for now. i keep forgetting what i want to say n stuff, and i have to do the atm, and then run out..
oh! yeah.. i have no food for today... !_! wah!
Well today i was actually busy at work. time went by pretty fast. i was working on a sign for the foyer for a while so that ate up a bit of it. talked for a bit with lindsey and jackie, talked to mom, who made me feel like crap, again. I went thru my lyric posts again to format them too.
anyway, so i still need to call the camp ground again cause they didn't answer the last two times. i was able to leave a message tho.
as for last weekend we ended up staying at glen and hannah's (with amber) on friday and saturday night. went to josh's on sunday. i came to work from there this morning. sooo tired. we went to brandi's to watch Donnie Darko, the director's cut, and didn't get home till like 2 or something. On saturday we went to the olive garden to eat and then met with my brother to go to the movies. we saw Ocean's 13, i liked it, so did Josh, but Phil really didn't. which was a bummer. we walked around bestbuy. phil got a memory card. then we went back to B&N. i got us all drinks and phil a couple magazines. we sat and talked for a bit, but then phile went back home so he could head to maine...
I guess when he got back he had a really heart breaking goodbye. i do feel bad about not being there (and not because mom made me feel bad) but i'm glad i wasn't. i have a hard enough time keeping it together about phil as it is, i don't want to have like an hour at my house where ever one is crying and wishing they could change how it all it. i said my goodbye for now on saturday and as much as it sucked, and as much as i wanted to follow him home to have a few last glimpses, i think it was best to end it kind of happy. Just thinking about anything more already makes me want to cry... i'd rather hold it all in like before and wait to cry til after he's home safe.
anyway, enough about that...
this weekend is gonna end up being complicated... i have to be home saturday night cause it's father's day on Sunday. i haven't really gotten to figure out how i'm gonan work it yet tho cause i also have work on saturday.
anyway.. that's it for now. i keep forgetting what i want to say n stuff, and i have to do the atm, and then run out..
oh! yeah.. i have no food for today... !_! wah!