i hold on...
its snowing
its may 3 and its snowing
what the shit is this?
something is distrubing me lately
why the fuck is my brain not functioning???
i have no thoughts
no random inquiries anymore
i keep trying to force myself to think, to live
to stop being a drone
but nothings happening
i'm jsut going through the routine
maybe i am trying too hard to think
its fucking pissing me off tho
i feel worthless and useless
i need to get back into the groove of thinking
and out of this redundant hell i have been conditioned to live
thats the downfall of life
we are all born free thinking spirits
with the ability to make rational descions and choices about how we live and the way we live
but theres that monster always behind us chasing us
the conditioning agent, be it paretns, teachers, the televion etc.
the monster which turns everyone into drones who jsut go through the motions everyday because *in my best mechanical robot voice* "thats what we're supposed to do"
its hard to break that cycle
its even harder to escape the inevitability that the monster will capture us, hold us prisoner and make us like him
its even more frustrating for those who actually recognise the monster and every once and a while fall subject to his wrath
fall under his will and power
u struggle to break free, but its like everyhting is unclear and groggy and moving in sloooooow motion
your blank
a blank slate for the monster to condition
once you break free you're frantically trying to run faster to escape the wrath
but to no avail you trip and fall under its control once again
its may 3 and its snowing
what the shit is this?
something is distrubing me lately
why the fuck is my brain not functioning???
i have no thoughts
no random inquiries anymore
i keep trying to force myself to think, to live
to stop being a drone
but nothings happening
i'm jsut going through the routine
maybe i am trying too hard to think
its fucking pissing me off tho
i feel worthless and useless
i need to get back into the groove of thinking
and out of this redundant hell i have been conditioned to live
thats the downfall of life
we are all born free thinking spirits
with the ability to make rational descions and choices about how we live and the way we live
but theres that monster always behind us chasing us
the conditioning agent, be it paretns, teachers, the televion etc.
the monster which turns everyone into drones who jsut go through the motions everyday because *in my best mechanical robot voice* "thats what we're supposed to do"
its hard to break that cycle
its even harder to escape the inevitability that the monster will capture us, hold us prisoner and make us like him
its even more frustrating for those who actually recognise the monster and every once and a while fall subject to his wrath
fall under his will and power
u struggle to break free, but its like everyhting is unclear and groggy and moving in sloooooow motion
your blank
a blank slate for the monster to condition
once you break free you're frantically trying to run faster to escape the wrath
but to no avail you trip and fall under its control once again