coin operated boy
my husband is so awesome. these past few weeks i've been really reminded why i am so in love with him. hanging out with his mom for his birthday, they are so cute together (almost too cute) and i thank her for training him so well. i mean, bringing him up so well. he tipped the trash man the other day and has been a general sweetheart for like, ever, and i am so thankful and lucky and fortunate. i wish i could feel like this all the time. i guess it's the mood swings and emotional rollercoasters that make me feel like i don't deserve it. like it's too good to be true. today, i'm fine with it.
i can't decide what i want to do about my life. i have too many things i want to do. i've taken only a month off and i'm still tired, but i don't want to stray too far from show business. i'm supposed to be using this time for grantwriting, but i'm still building a house with my husband from scratch, renovating a library on top of my daily grind of work, raising a puppy and trying to stay sane and be a good friend and husband. ugh. i'm doing something i always say i'll never do again: i'm going to do a guest spot for the peek-a-boo revue...they are down a couple girls and it's time for me to take that wretched baton again. should be fun though. i can't decide if i want to do another fringe show, ever, it's so much work with little to no benefit except putting my art out there, which is why i've given up painting. i'm getting to the point in my career where i can't just throw any old duct taped thing together and call it a show. my production level needs to go up and so does my fundage. here's hoping for a grant in the new year.
i can't decide what i want to do about my life. i have too many things i want to do. i've taken only a month off and i'm still tired, but i don't want to stray too far from show business. i'm supposed to be using this time for grantwriting, but i'm still building a house with my husband from scratch, renovating a library on top of my daily grind of work, raising a puppy and trying to stay sane and be a good friend and husband. ugh. i'm doing something i always say i'll never do again: i'm going to do a guest spot for the peek-a-boo revue...they are down a couple girls and it's time for me to take that wretched baton again. should be fun though. i can't decide if i want to do another fringe show, ever, it's so much work with little to no benefit except putting my art out there, which is why i've given up painting. i'm getting to the point in my career where i can't just throw any old duct taped thing together and call it a show. my production level needs to go up and so does my fundage. here's hoping for a grant in the new year.