can't wait so let's wait
it's us again: me.
there's a lot of drug dealing and robberies going on at the corner where i'm about to move to. gentrification is taking it's sweet time but really needs to hurry the fuck up. but they have the right idea... fresh, innocent meat makes the best victims i guess. i'm kind of scared. but i can't stand the suburbs for much longer.
i spent a gagillion dollars at ikea this weekend for the new place. yes, it's going to look hot, but my finances are a little drained right now and there's stuff i want to do. i desperately want to see "The Ritz" this weekend, but it's expensive getting there, drinking there and buying a ticket to the show...fucking new york. it's also emotionally expensive in that when i get there i won't want to come back. you only live once, right?
i hate emotions. they are so stupid sometimes. i'd really like to focus otherwise, but can't, at work, where i usually excel, because of this scorpio. last week we were relatively "close" but we're backing away from each other again like we always do. it's so weird liking someone so much again, someone who isn't your boyfriend. someone you didn't fuck on the first date, someone who you'll never have. it's very difficult for me. and he is so adorable sometimes i could spit/
blarg.
there's a lot of drug dealing and robberies going on at the corner where i'm about to move to. gentrification is taking it's sweet time but really needs to hurry the fuck up. but they have the right idea... fresh, innocent meat makes the best victims i guess. i'm kind of scared. but i can't stand the suburbs for much longer.
i spent a gagillion dollars at ikea this weekend for the new place. yes, it's going to look hot, but my finances are a little drained right now and there's stuff i want to do. i desperately want to see "The Ritz" this weekend, but it's expensive getting there, drinking there and buying a ticket to the show...fucking new york. it's also emotionally expensive in that when i get there i won't want to come back. you only live once, right?
i hate emotions. they are so stupid sometimes. i'd really like to focus otherwise, but can't, at work, where i usually excel, because of this scorpio. last week we were relatively "close" but we're backing away from each other again like we always do. it's so weird liking someone so much again, someone who isn't your boyfriend. someone you didn't fuck on the first date, someone who you'll never have. it's very difficult for me. and he is so adorable sometimes i could spit/
blarg.