For Granted
This is my rant so if you do not want to read it I would stop NOW!!!!!
Why is it that when you have a whole bunch of friends around all you really want to do is go cry by yourself but when you really need someone no one is around.
My car is dead. I blew a head gasket. I knew this and I knew that I would soon have to deal with it, but I was not expecting it to be so soon. I just don't want to have to deal with the fact of it all.
All I want is for someone to be with me right now. Not two cats, two mice and a fish. I want a real person that will put their arms around me and tell me that everything will be fine. We will figure something out for you. Instead I am here trying to figure out what the hell I am going to do with my car and trying to figure out a fucking bus schedule so that I can get to work because there is no way that I can afford to get a new car or even a used car. I just feel so fucked right now.
Man, this is the time that I really miss Morris and all you folk there. It would be so nice to just go over to someones room right now and cry with them and not by myself. I miss you all soooooooo much and I am really bummed that I will not be able to see you guys this weekend.
Ok, I am done now.
I love you all,
Jenn
Why is it that when you have a whole bunch of friends around all you really want to do is go cry by yourself but when you really need someone no one is around.
My car is dead. I blew a head gasket. I knew this and I knew that I would soon have to deal with it, but I was not expecting it to be so soon. I just don't want to have to deal with the fact of it all.
All I want is for someone to be with me right now. Not two cats, two mice and a fish. I want a real person that will put their arms around me and tell me that everything will be fine. We will figure something out for you. Instead I am here trying to figure out what the hell I am going to do with my car and trying to figure out a fucking bus schedule so that I can get to work because there is no way that I can afford to get a new car or even a used car. I just feel so fucked right now.
Man, this is the time that I really miss Morris and all you folk there. It would be so nice to just go over to someones room right now and cry with them and not by myself. I miss you all soooooooo much and I am really bummed that I will not be able to see you guys this weekend.
Ok, I am done now.
I love you all,
Jenn