Feb 05, 2006 22:45
what the fuck man. everyone i ever seem to care about ends up hurting me. I really don't understand it. I'm not sure if it's my fault for caring about people who are destined to hurt me, or if i'm just an unlucky shmuck who gets the shaft.
I'm pissed off, but surprisingly not really depressed. maybe i've been kicked in the fucking face so many times this year already that i'm just not feeling it anymore.
one of these days i'm actually gonna find a girl that fucking treats me right. until then i'm just gonna have to deal.