Oct 25, 2006 06:43
So sometimes my neighbors move around in their apartments, but it sounds like they're walking around upstairs. It kinda freaks me out sometimes. But yeah.
I don't have much to say, dunno why I'm posting even. I can't sleep, but its only 2:45, so I'm not like totally screwed yet.
I'm just kind of living in my own mind lately. But not in the good way. But not in the dangerous way either, so it's not too bad. Sometimes when I draw in like this I get in a really bad place and stuff gets... well, dangerous haha. But right now it's just like I'm frozen sort of. I've still got a weird feeling.
My pop and I talked on the phone a while tonight, and it's got me in a funk. He's brewing something, I think. He has that weird edge to him when he gets crazy manic obsessed about something. Or makes a decision. Or something I don't know. But it's scary, only fuck knows where this will lead to.