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What in the flying fuck is it about movies. They can be happy, sad, funny, scary, but no matter what, they always make my heart do funny things that hurt. I just watched Empire Records, and it made me cry. Fucking Empire Records. I get so mad at life, at movies. So upset. I mean, I'm fine right now. I'm kinda sad, kind of... pathetic, but I'm fine. I want to get high. I think maybe I'll stop being sad most days once I start getting high again. I've been a lot better this week, but fall is still here, and winter is still coming, and I'm still feeling it in my bones. No matter how many good things happen, winter still creeps in and puts my heart in shadows. I dunno, I should probably just stop typing now before I work myself into hysteria. I wanna get on Iam.bmezine but it must be down or something for a few hours. I need something to do. I took a nap earlier because I'm an idiot, so now it's 2AM and I'm not really sleepy, but I'm still too tired to do anything useful. Ok, I'm done bitch-bitch-bitching. Just wanted to blow some steam for a second. Love you all, hope you are all well!