This has to stop!!
My heart will be the death of me, these phases of lonliness and being sad has to stopppp before I say the wrong things and hurt another human being again, I never ever want to hurt someone, if I did I wouldnt be able to take it,and Im not contemplating suicide or anything drastic like that but more isolation from the world so that way these thoughts can never get the best of me. the only cure in my eyes, is love, Alright thats enough....I gotta go.......