Jul 23, 2007 16:28
damnit it i hate the fact that florida southern college is spamming the shit out of me with stuff that doesnt concern me
hahaha life is fucked up and actualy i dont know whats going on 88% of the time but who cares
i need to get on the right track get ready for college and shit change my ways
i have had a date since like 6 or 7th grade and i have one in a few weeks with a girl that works at winghouse well see how it goes it would be nice to have someone there for me
i can kill anyone with a shotgun
i got a letter from christian in the mail he is at basic and he said he is starting to get used to everything
i misss dat bitch
anyways i think i can say that this summer has been the best summer of my life hands down :)
i dont think anyone knows the real me except me haha i like it like that i havent really opened myself to anyone...at all not even when my parents hired a psychologist to talk about my problems haha when ever i went to see him we would just talk about windsurfing and the beach or something i just want to find a random person on the street and tell them my whole life story tell them everything i havent told anyone before and just walk away hahaha