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so im in a cruise ship right now in europe i did some super heavy thinking while i was here. i wish i had never fallen in love because it is like a dagger in the heart and i cant move on.
right now my mom thinks i am a coke head and she wont talk to me. its crazy its like she just comes up with these retarded ideas and wont believe anything i say.
europe is cool but i hate being with my family im soooooo different from them and we never get along i would of done things differently in europe if it was just me and some friends. but oh well. im just glad i get to go back to lakeland and distance myself from them again.
i just wish i could find the right girl for me it sucks and i wish i wasnt so shy when it came to girls but i guess im just moody right now since i have been away from lakeland for this long my life isnt bad and i guess i am fine where i am i dont need to have a girlfriend to be happy.
i love europe i wish i could just move here and not have to deal with america and all the bullshit. i mean think about how awesome it would be to move somewhere where no one knows you and its just you and your girlfriend and you just basicly get to start a new life. :/ that would make me happier than anything.
btw absinthe is 140 proof and tastes like jager mixed with gasoline and you have to burn a sugar cube and doo all this shit to actualy see the infamous fairy
right now my mom thinks i am a coke head and she wont talk to me. its crazy its like she just comes up with these retarded ideas and wont believe anything i say.
europe is cool but i hate being with my family im soooooo different from them and we never get along i would of done things differently in europe if it was just me and some friends. but oh well. im just glad i get to go back to lakeland and distance myself from them again.
i just wish i could find the right girl for me it sucks and i wish i wasnt so shy when it came to girls but i guess im just moody right now since i have been away from lakeland for this long my life isnt bad and i guess i am fine where i am i dont need to have a girlfriend to be happy.
i love europe i wish i could just move here and not have to deal with america and all the bullshit. i mean think about how awesome it would be to move somewhere where no one knows you and its just you and your girlfriend and you just basicly get to start a new life. :/ that would make me happier than anything.
btw absinthe is 140 proof and tastes like jager mixed with gasoline and you have to burn a sugar cube and doo all this shit to actualy see the infamous fairy