Feb 20, 2006 09:59
My findings tonight have indeed left me aghast, and I fear I am being drawn into an inescapable web due to my damnable curiosity.
I know how who has been causing the attacks, though I am still hesitant to believe it. Why would he do such a thing? How is he able to and not cause a spillage of blood? I know he has the sunlight disease, but the back my mind keeps nagging at me that there is something more, and the words of the other haunts me again. Vampires... Vampires cannot tolerate sunlight. But truly? Vampires?? If I did not know better, I would say that my mind is finally crumbling due to my struggles.
How am I able to provide an answer as to these injuries? My thoughts continue to fall back to the bat that I had seen, but how many would believe such a tale? The bat is large enough, its fangs spaced widely, but not so much that it would resemble the span of a person. But how many would know to look into the animal's mouth? Nearly everyone here would refuse to get near it in case they may be bitten as well.
I am at a loss. I want to give some explanation, to help ease the worries and fears, but I am afraid there is nothing to explain, not without it being believed that I am blaming all of this on fanciful tales. Would they think me the attacker if I did so? It would not surprise me. It seems as if I have already gained some suspicion simply because of being nice and doing what I am obligated to do. Perhaps I am too nice for my own good, and it is bound to get me into trouble.
That mystery aside, another one had been solved. I had found that I had been tricked. Or, at least, unknowingly mislead about something. I wish to go further into my findings, but...what is the use? I think, perhaps, this is the last I will be writing about such things as they are better off kept to myself.
Meanwhile, I have Hyde to be rid of, and perhaps while I bring myself less and less among the people here, the other infliction will be gone as well.