Jul 11, 2006 06:43
I do not know how he has come to the conclusion that it was I doing the attacks...but he has. After all I have done to save them, even him, he still believes it to be me. He would not even listen when I tried to explain. What will I do now? I am not positive. A part of me wishes to speak all, so they will know the true culprit, but another part keeps my tongue still. Why should I, though? Why should I protect someone, something that has tormented me, even when I have been most loyal to my word.
I will attempt to explain without giving away too much information, if that does not work...
I cannot say that I do not fear for my life, but should he begin to speak to others, what life will I have? They will come after me, I know, just as they wished to go after Hyde, Renfield, and Mr. Bones. Then what will become of me? Will I become this living-dead thing? I have had a taste of the power, simple things, what if it is unlimited and what the Count told me is true?
If it is true, and he does return, I will do my damnedest to die a second time.