i love you.
the future freaks me out.
feeling alone gets so tiring.its like a.... persistant hollowness in my chest. and it gets hard to breathe
it makes me numb. i just want someone, not to depend on but to make the days worth it.i dont
want to settle for something fake,just to ease my wounds. i NEED the comfort. 'pillows dont hug you back'. the best feeling would be just to KNOW someone is THERE. the simple acting of just standing there next to me would make my heart swell.i dont want just anybody off the street. all this talk of "true love" kills my hope. bc now i start looking for PERFECTION. somehting that isnt there in the first place. im not fooling myself. teeange love is teenage love. only as much and the other person can give. if that other person gives their all, what MORE can u ask for. life is not a hallmark card stop trying to make it one. the little flaws im someone make them WORTH loving. love.is this connection between two people. love can be MAGIC. but it does not fix EVERYTHING.i want the hand that when it finds mine laces fingers with mine.the hug that gives me butterflies. the whisper in your ear which makes your day so much better.the kisses that make you melt inside. and just because its not like a movie romance, and your not filling the standards set by OTHERS.its love, because its whatever you make it to be.
yeah just some random crap.its not perfect im not perfect.but its so right.
i think you should comment dear.