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Jul 17, 2005 11:10

Aden was still just..tired. And confused. And not a little bit ashamed of himself. He liked Reno, or supposed he did, and this was apparently very difficult to deal with. Aden's particular line of work never really allowed for closeness and yet he's turned about one hundred and eighty degrees in a matter of a few days. It seems pathetic to him, but it's just one more thing Aden wants that Harley won't allow.

Aden frowns to himself. More and more it seems his personality is splintering instead of the peaceful coexistence that was formerly in place..where he was still essentially the same person. Lately, however, more and more...it feels different. Aden wants freedom, wants to sing, while Harley knows nothing but fighting and killing and running people. Harley is too content in his cage.

In the Nexus though, it seems possible. Aden could go on to sing and become popular without worry of getting killed. He'd hate to die on stage, in the middle of a song. Not so much for the fans; he doesn't give a fuck about fans. Aden's music is most important.

He keeps fucking that up though, he thinks to himself. He needs to sort these things out. Maybe when Reno gets back from that mission or something. Aden nods slightly. he can pretend that's what he'll do. Instead though he'll just sulk in his apartment until 1am and then head down to that bar he kind of likes in downtown Jersey and play some angry rock. It's the only plan he has.
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