She Shimmy-Shakes the Jimmy-Jakes of Consequence

Oct 31, 2009 01:27

What the fuck is wrong with me?

It's been a little over two months, and still my thoughts are dominated by her (well, that's hyperbole; not every thought is of her, but a great many are of her, especially when I find myself with idle moments). It doesn't help that as of late, my memories have been particularly…vivid. The echo of her words, the phantom of her touch, the warmth of her love; I'm feeling them as though they just happened (in some cases, as though they were happening as I remember).

She accused me standing still, when I feel as though she is the one seeking stagnation. She is almost finished with school, when out of nowhere, she is struck with the whim to go into law. I hate to say this, but I don't think that's the best thing for her. She is not a person for rules. That isn't to say she's is not a person to do the right thing (in fact, one of the reasons I'm so enamored with her is because she, like me, believes in doing what is right, above all). But when it comes to the rules, I've always thought she viewed them as more of a hindrance than anything.

At the end of the day, though, I still love her.
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