doctors- blaa
days off and dr. appointments should never happen on the same day. Thought that seems to bee the only way to get to them considdereing they have all the time in the world. I thought the idea of an appointment was to schedula and manage a work load not torment the customer or in this case a paitent into submission. :p
Any how one more week on meds for the infection and that should balence out my body. still have to say that adjusting around the allergies is a real pain some days. Pizza i mean, one of my favorite foods-can't have more that a slice of two or i get angry agitated and mean. though that may not be a bad thing at times.
budgeting is still really tuff though i finally broke down and got food stamps today. the card should be working in the next day or two. guess thats what you do if you want to be independent.?. I still think that others need this more than me but at the point i,min the hole each month before i buy food, maybe i do need the help. Right now i still want to pay my tithing but just am scared i wont make the bills. "pay it first and the rest God will take care of." is not me , call it a lack of faith or just scared to ask parents for help if i don't make it during the month i just don't know though i can't dought the blessings that come from that ordinance.
blaa..blaaa.. blaa well enoght for now. still have a lot to do today, got to plan rides to greens game and back and just what to do about the budget differences that i need to make up. Plasma >( time to learn to like needles or get back to free lance art again really soon. well chao for now.
Any how one more week on meds for the infection and that should balence out my body. still have to say that adjusting around the allergies is a real pain some days. Pizza i mean, one of my favorite foods-can't have more that a slice of two or i get angry agitated and mean. though that may not be a bad thing at times.
budgeting is still really tuff though i finally broke down and got food stamps today. the card should be working in the next day or two. guess thats what you do if you want to be independent.?. I still think that others need this more than me but at the point i,min the hole each month before i buy food, maybe i do need the help. Right now i still want to pay my tithing but just am scared i wont make the bills. "pay it first and the rest God will take care of." is not me , call it a lack of faith or just scared to ask parents for help if i don't make it during the month i just don't know though i can't dought the blessings that come from that ordinance.
blaa..blaaa.. blaa well enoght for now. still have a lot to do today, got to plan rides to greens game and back and just what to do about the budget differences that i need to make up. Plasma >( time to learn to like needles or get back to free lance art again really soon. well chao for now.