~Frustrated~
So, this past couple of days have been pretty hectic.
Yesterday I got into a huge fight with my mom and with Bruce. It went to the point where my mom practically called me a slut and Bruce threatened to take me to court for custody rights for the baby (which is stupid cuz im letting him see and take him whenever he wants.) and also called me a Bitch and a Cunt. He apologized today but still it hurt. I'm not gonna get into detail but everything is fine now.
I apologized to Krystal also yesterday. It was stupid of me to think that she would actually do something with Bruce. I knew all along that she wouldn't but I just had that little something in the back of my mind telling me not to trust her. Which now I admit is stupid. I'm just going crazy right now. Again, Krystal I am so sorry. I love you.
Kristi came over last night also. She told me everything that they did with Bruce everynight that they hung out with him. She can tell me, I don't care, I'm glad she's keeping me apart of it, it just still hurts that they go out with them and hang out and I can't be there. Nothing against Krystal, but it just feels like she took my place with hanging out with everyone. Going to Rani's, chillin at Bruce's and getting drunk,etc. That was always me and Kristi. I wish it could be the three of us now but its not. Its Kristi and Krystal doing everything now. And it just seems that I'm completely out of the picture. It really hurts.
Well, its getting late. I'm gonna go. Comment if you like.
Yesterday I got into a huge fight with my mom and with Bruce. It went to the point where my mom practically called me a slut and Bruce threatened to take me to court for custody rights for the baby (which is stupid cuz im letting him see and take him whenever he wants.) and also called me a Bitch and a Cunt. He apologized today but still it hurt. I'm not gonna get into detail but everything is fine now.
I apologized to Krystal also yesterday. It was stupid of me to think that she would actually do something with Bruce. I knew all along that she wouldn't but I just had that little something in the back of my mind telling me not to trust her. Which now I admit is stupid. I'm just going crazy right now. Again, Krystal I am so sorry. I love you.
Kristi came over last night also. She told me everything that they did with Bruce everynight that they hung out with him. She can tell me, I don't care, I'm glad she's keeping me apart of it, it just still hurts that they go out with them and hang out and I can't be there. Nothing against Krystal, but it just feels like she took my place with hanging out with everyone. Going to Rani's, chillin at Bruce's and getting drunk,etc. That was always me and Kristi. I wish it could be the three of us now but its not. Its Kristi and Krystal doing everything now. And it just seems that I'm completely out of the picture. It really hurts.
Well, its getting late. I'm gonna go. Comment if you like.