Wow...long time
I realized I'm never going to be good enough for anybody. Expecially Mark...
Look. I've realized it along time ago. I fon't know, maybe I just lost it for a second, actually thinking there could have been a chance between us. Actually thinking you could be happy with me. Obviously I was wrong. I usually am when it comes down to stuff about me. Whatever. But what I DO know is this...I don't want to lose our friendship...again.
Let me say this now. This is NOT an apology and it never will be. Also, this is not me "surrendering" just to be on good terms with you again. I didn't do anything this time. I don't like that girl for my reasons, which means, it has absolutely nothing to do with you. It's the same with Raquel. The reason I don't like her is not because you want to hook up with her and not me. I haven't liked her since the 2nd grade. Why can't you understand that?
You say I don't respect who your friends are. Let me tell you something. I do. I like your friends. The ones I have met I do like. IF I didn't like them, why6 would I hang out with you when your with them? (Do not say.."Because I'm with you." That isn't true.) But you get pissed when I don't like two that I've known longer than you? I'm sorry, but it shouldn't work that way. What is the big deal anyway? Why can't you tell me why you want me to like them so bad? I respect the fact that you don't like some of my friends. Why can't you just respect the fact that I don't like a couple of yours?
Well, I'm going to respect your wishes. This is very hard to do, but I guess im backing off. Since thats what you want me to do. I'm done. I hope your happy. You no longer hat to "watch your step" around me. (Which I don't understand why you had to do that in the first place.) But, when you come to me with your problems, I will be there for you always. Just like I have always been. That will never change. So, I'm closing the door, moving on, hopefully. Because I know that exactly what you want.
I just want to let you know. Because I'm sure I would never have the guts to say any of this to you in person, unless I was asked. I liked you because of who you are. You have a great personality, sense of humor, and a good heart. What Raquel said on the back of her picture was true. You truly are a great guy. Any girl should be happy and lucky to be with you. And hopefully she'll see all the great things in you like I did.:-/
I love you Mark, and no matter what...you will always be my best friend.
Look. I've realized it along time ago. I fon't know, maybe I just lost it for a second, actually thinking there could have been a chance between us. Actually thinking you could be happy with me. Obviously I was wrong. I usually am when it comes down to stuff about me. Whatever. But what I DO know is this...I don't want to lose our friendship...again.
Let me say this now. This is NOT an apology and it never will be. Also, this is not me "surrendering" just to be on good terms with you again. I didn't do anything this time. I don't like that girl for my reasons, which means, it has absolutely nothing to do with you. It's the same with Raquel. The reason I don't like her is not because you want to hook up with her and not me. I haven't liked her since the 2nd grade. Why can't you understand that?
You say I don't respect who your friends are. Let me tell you something. I do. I like your friends. The ones I have met I do like. IF I didn't like them, why6 would I hang out with you when your with them? (Do not say.."Because I'm with you." That isn't true.) But you get pissed when I don't like two that I've known longer than you? I'm sorry, but it shouldn't work that way. What is the big deal anyway? Why can't you tell me why you want me to like them so bad? I respect the fact that you don't like some of my friends. Why can't you just respect the fact that I don't like a couple of yours?
Well, I'm going to respect your wishes. This is very hard to do, but I guess im backing off. Since thats what you want me to do. I'm done. I hope your happy. You no longer hat to "watch your step" around me. (Which I don't understand why you had to do that in the first place.) But, when you come to me with your problems, I will be there for you always. Just like I have always been. That will never change. So, I'm closing the door, moving on, hopefully. Because I know that exactly what you want.
I just want to let you know. Because I'm sure I would never have the guts to say any of this to you in person, unless I was asked. I liked you because of who you are. You have a great personality, sense of humor, and a good heart. What Raquel said on the back of her picture was true. You truly are a great guy. Any girl should be happy and lucky to be with you. And hopefully she'll see all the great things in you like I did.:-/
I love you Mark, and no matter what...you will always be my best friend.