Dec 25, 2003 15:01
hey yall its a merry merry christmas indeed.. haha yeah right... i have like nothing going for me.. my dad hurt me rlly bad and i am trying to get my life back but it aint working... the band i was in broke up, NO-ONE ANSWERS THEIR PHONE and just a whole lotta other stuff... i wish i could be happy... just for one christmas...but it hasnt happened yet:( i hope that this new year will be better for me and the gurl i love... and i wish that i could just be happy for once... w/o having to give up on everything for about 5 seconds of happiness... gotta go... trying not to get too mad here.. bye