I am waiting til i dont know when...
They say it fits if you let it. Love is made, to forget it. Carved your name cross my eyelids, we prayed for rain, prayed for blindness.
I want to cry myself to death.
So today, I chilled with Mike and kate. That was fun. I saw this Sam girl I havent seen in awhile, or even talked to. Mike said me and her could date or soemthing. I doubt he will remember. W/e. Later hima nd kate got close, but I left the room, I was good, so I didnt want to watch, i jsut let them do their thing. and Kates reasoning for them not being together, is becaue, of all girls,. why me? Nice reasoning babe. I should use that,becuase its fucking true.
I really am writing this entry to just try to comprehend my father.
I wke up today, at 820 to him talking to me. Tonight was a good night for talks. Really good night. So anyway, he starts off saying "Why arent you going to homecoming, and I said becuase I dont feel like it. thats why I dont do school sponsored things, I dont feel like going out, adn havinmg an emotion swirl, and then come home and the next day be depresseed as fuck. Plus I dont ahve a date
Second of his arguments "What aobut that sma girl at the fair, or, any of the other girls at your school, I never had problems with chicks." Reply from me: "I am no football player, I am nothing big. People jsut dont like me I guess. And, I dont want something stupid."
Well, what about the slutty girls?
Well, they are sluts. fuck them. I honestly hate people like that dad. I jsut dont have luck with chicks.
You relaly are jsut throwing away the best years of your life.
"Well, your throwing them away for me with this property thing dad." I should have said that. Real;ly REally should have.
Just tell me why He thinks I am worth soemthing more than meaningless non-love letters to friends. Seirously. And kate, being that guy, doenst get me anywhere. Its why im that guy.sigh.
Exoh niggaz. Sigh. Sigh sigh sigh. Im such a emo fuck.
I want to cry myself to death.
So today, I chilled with Mike and kate. That was fun. I saw this Sam girl I havent seen in awhile, or even talked to. Mike said me and her could date or soemthing. I doubt he will remember. W/e. Later hima nd kate got close, but I left the room, I was good, so I didnt want to watch, i jsut let them do their thing. and Kates reasoning for them not being together, is becaue, of all girls,. why me? Nice reasoning babe. I should use that,becuase its fucking true.
I really am writing this entry to just try to comprehend my father.
I wke up today, at 820 to him talking to me. Tonight was a good night for talks. Really good night. So anyway, he starts off saying "Why arent you going to homecoming, and I said becuase I dont feel like it. thats why I dont do school sponsored things, I dont feel like going out, adn havinmg an emotion swirl, and then come home and the next day be depresseed as fuck. Plus I dont ahve a date
Second of his arguments "What aobut that sma girl at the fair, or, any of the other girls at your school, I never had problems with chicks." Reply from me: "I am no football player, I am nothing big. People jsut dont like me I guess. And, I dont want something stupid."
Well, what about the slutty girls?
Well, they are sluts. fuck them. I honestly hate people like that dad. I jsut dont have luck with chicks.
You relaly are jsut throwing away the best years of your life.
"Well, your throwing them away for me with this property thing dad." I should have said that. Real;ly REally should have.
Just tell me why He thinks I am worth soemthing more than meaningless non-love letters to friends. Seirously. And kate, being that guy, doenst get me anywhere. Its why im that guy.sigh.
Exoh niggaz. Sigh. Sigh sigh sigh. Im such a emo fuck.