I feel like such the oddball.
I feel like such the oddball on my cast. Most of the cast members are a decade younger then me. I know the two of the cast is older then me and one I don't know. I really don't socialize with some of the cast much, only a couple of them I do. I feel such the outsider, I'm new to the local theater scene, I'm not gay, and I'm not 10 yrs younger. I hope I'm not givivng off a creey vibe, besides the one I'm suppost to in the show. The women on the cast are all so good looking, but 3 are 17and two of them are lesbians, and two are over 21 but one is the type I get uncomfortable around because she reminds me of the type who shunned me my whole life. I sorry to say that about her, she's not like that, well not that I've seen. It's just she is a very attractive women and the type that looked like she was part of the upper crust in everything. I guess I have to say I am intimidated by her, me intimadated. I'm still that insecure little kid that got teased for not having the name brand everything, and being called ugly by the girls I liked. If you know the song "The Show Must Go On" by Queen, you know how I feel. "Inside my is heart maybe breaking, but My make-up still is faking..." I love all of my cast mates and don't want to creep any of them out or make them feel strange. I just want to be accepted by them, and I know a few have but I just need to know that I am a friend to everyone. I know that there is drama in the cast but I don't care, I want to be a friend to everyone and hope that everyone can get a long. Help me stop being the odd man out.