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I am in one of these awkward moods that i can not fully express. I guess that sometimes its hard to express that way that u really feel. I guess that is why I wright in here. Maybe to hope that someone will give a replay that I can take to heart and feel. Its been awhile since I have felt this way. I guess its that same old story. Somethings just are not going as fast as I want them to. Here is a list
College. The fucking hell that will not end.
My cars I haven’t been able to really work on lately due to college
Hunting and fishing. Again 2 busy
My boat same again
Playing the guitar who knew when I did that last?
It’s that feeling of pressing on and on at work and in life. It feels meaning less. I wish I could enjoy my life. I wish I would go back the gym and have almost ripped abs where did I go from good looking to feeling ugh. Needless to say I don’t feel good about myself. I never let on to that fact to. Ppl don’t know how I feel inside.
Things I want… I want to meet new people and friends. I want to do different things. I want to call up odd friends and see them. It is said to think they are in this town but they could never be so more far away from you. I want to talk to those ppl from highschool that I know and are still here.
Maybe I should wright songs again.
Why does this feel so awkward
It feels as tho I cant move forward
I don’t want it to be me talking 2 you
I want to know that you want 2 talk to me 2
I don’t want the covno to be so 1 sided
Do you want to see inside of me
Know me, hold me,….
I just want to be free
Is this all meaningless
College. The fucking hell that will not end.
My cars I haven’t been able to really work on lately due to college
Hunting and fishing. Again 2 busy
My boat same again
Playing the guitar who knew when I did that last?
It’s that feeling of pressing on and on at work and in life. It feels meaning less. I wish I could enjoy my life. I wish I would go back the gym and have almost ripped abs where did I go from good looking to feeling ugh. Needless to say I don’t feel good about myself. I never let on to that fact to. Ppl don’t know how I feel inside.
Things I want… I want to meet new people and friends. I want to do different things. I want to call up odd friends and see them. It is said to think they are in this town but they could never be so more far away from you. I want to talk to those ppl from highschool that I know and are still here.
Maybe I should wright songs again.
Why does this feel so awkward
It feels as tho I cant move forward
I don’t want it to be me talking 2 you
I want to know that you want 2 talk to me 2
I don’t want the covno to be so 1 sided
Do you want to see inside of me
Know me, hold me,….
I just want to be free
Is this all meaningless