Catharasis

[dstroyedangel]

I dont think I've felt the way I do right now, ever...
I've never been alone, so scared and timid
I dont know what has come over you
I dont know who destroyed that beautiful innocence
I dont know who I should murder and who I should spare
I wish I had answers but the silence drives me further to madness
I can only shake in fear and fall
I know I cant control everything but I know you
I pray this is only an illusion of my disorientation
I pray you will be as you once were
They say it all gets better one day, maybe
Death is so much easier
I love you
Even if you dont love me too

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I waited for you
I died inside my own head
And I'd die again for you

I'm faded and tired
Completely uninspired
And I'd die again for you

So kill me with the love that you won't give to me
And pack the wound with salt I want to feel it bleed

I'm searching for reasons
To keep away the demons
And i'd die again for you
I wish you were near me
Could feel it when you hear me say
I'd die again for you

So kill me with the love that you won't give to me
And pack the wound with salt I want to feel it bleed
You wanted me to crawl so now I'm on my knees

Why's it always have to be me
That's always left out to burn and
I'll never learn