so much shit going on...away from me...
*warning* this is gunna be a bitchy entry* you have been warned*
so yea...this summer has definately been quite different...i was hopin to spend a lot of time with friends (heh...such a funny word) but that didnt seem to work out...AT ALL...yea i was gone most of the summer but there was still about a month that i was here...and in that month i got to hang out with a few people...got closer to some and even made some new friends...but i lost a lot as well...but it really doesnt bother me...ya wanna kno why? cuz it doesnt bother neone else...yea like its nice to see a lot of people gettin together with the seniors and everything to say goodbye...yea i wish i could do/could have done that...i wish that people i kno of as friends that are living might have wanted to say goodbye...yea that sounds selfish...oh fucking well...i guess when i cant talk to a person directly about i have to say the shit here...
i guess when school rolls around i should expect who to hear a "hello", "how was your summer?" from and who not to...should make my life a lot easier...
and to all the seniors: good luck in college and wherever you may end up...but remember....this is only typed in a journal...the words are there by the sound of them being said are not...
im done with the journal shit...cya
~R*J*S~
so yea...this summer has definately been quite different...i was hopin to spend a lot of time with friends (heh...such a funny word) but that didnt seem to work out...AT ALL...yea i was gone most of the summer but there was still about a month that i was here...and in that month i got to hang out with a few people...got closer to some and even made some new friends...but i lost a lot as well...but it really doesnt bother me...ya wanna kno why? cuz it doesnt bother neone else...yea like its nice to see a lot of people gettin together with the seniors and everything to say goodbye...yea i wish i could do/could have done that...i wish that people i kno of as friends that are living might have wanted to say goodbye...yea that sounds selfish...oh fucking well...i guess when i cant talk to a person directly about i have to say the shit here...
i guess when school rolls around i should expect who to hear a "hello", "how was your summer?" from and who not to...should make my life a lot easier...
and to all the seniors: good luck in college and wherever you may end up...but remember....this is only typed in a journal...the words are there by the sound of them being said are not...
im done with the journal shit...cya
~R*J*S~