Jun 22, 2004 23:08
Someone fucking kill me now...this is horrible...i didnt realize how much i hate it here til i got here...it sucks...i want to leave...like im willing to call a fuckin taxi and go home now...i dont give a shit that my brother is coming...he needs to get here NOW but not to stay...to take me the fuck home...i didnt realize all tha shit i was missing til i got here...lets see it shall we?
What I am missing while being in Hell:
-2 Graduation parties for close friends
-Making up to $500
-Orientation for State Trooper Youth Week
-Monmouth County Fair
-Who Knows What Else but whatever it is its better than this
Im trapped in the FUCKING house with not a single FUCKING thing to do theres not even a FUCKING working television I havent met the FUCKING girl next door yet and for some reason i FUCKING doubt i will all i can do is FUCKING sit here bored out of my FUCKING mind and AOL isnt even FUCKING working so now i have this FUCKING 10 hours free SHIT so thats 10 FUCKING hours i can sit here i also forgot my FUCKING cell phone charge so i cant even leave the FUCKING thing on
I DONT WANT TO BE HERE I DONT WANT TO BE HERE I DONT WANT TO BE HERE I DONT WANT TO BE HERE I DONT WANT TO BE HERE I DONT WANT TO BE HERE I DONT WANT TO BE HERE
and by the way
I DONT FUCKING WANT TO BE HERE
I feel like im gunna fuckin cry myself to sleep here but im to tired to fucking care
If you wanna save me leave a message on my cell...ill get it eventually
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~R*J*S~