I hate these journals....
When your online and you feel like you need to write something down or get it off your chest where is the first place you go? LIVE JOURNAL! Sometimes I hate writing on here because everyone in God's creation can read it...and if you talk about anyone, EVERYONE knows who they are and what part they play in your life. Well all I'm putting on here is that I'm pissed...I'm pissed for something that's been going on for awhile now...I'm soooooo close to ending the pain so I don't have to worry about it anymore and no I'm not talking about killing myself...I feel everything means nothing which makes me in that state of mind....maybe I should just stop caring? I think I'll try that for awhile...less to worry about then...