Oct 14, 2007 21:26
this entry was written out of guilt.
and danny and I already talked about it.
and danny and I are working on what we have.
and nothing else could be better.
because I never loved anyone the way I loved him.
I have never felt so safe in anyones arms but his.
besides our fights and the shitty way we both treated each other in the end,
there were outside reasons, and no matter what I care about him more than any guy I've ever met and he knows that.
we were together for 4 months and have been broken up for 6 and still have this time come back to each other with determination to not hurt each other like we have before.
i made it out like he did all the damage,
I had my own problems at that point in my life.
i was co-dependent on him, and had no idea how to be my own person anymore.
this time around it's going to be different, and we're both so determined.
i want his safe arms wrapped around me for good.
<3
CARI KERBY I LOVE YOU.