lovvveeee
i wish people aged 19-23 would realize we're not supposed think we found the one at this age.
since working at the blue parrot, i've realized it will never ever happen.
there are 26 year olds who don't know what they're doing.
one girl I work with said, "I can't believe at 21 I was engaged and thinking I was getting married."
it's not that i'm not optimistic about finding the right dude/or girlll, I just don't expect to find them for a few years.
I turn fucking 20 this year, that's weird. But I'm just glad I don't expect to meet the one by 22 and settle down and shit.
yeah okay so I'd love to be married by 24/25 and have kids with a guy who is 4 or 5 years older than me.
I never date within my age group, it doesn't work, they're too much of little babies for me.
I used to always be looking for someone.
I'm not looking for anyone but I do love attention from lots of people...i dunno there's something about females that is startin to get to me..
haha, and I surely get that working at my restaurant. I don't have to worry about feeling lonely.
it just sucks cuz I like sex a lot. no but reallly I do.
but jesus being on your own is so much better I can do wahtever the fuck I want and
don't have to care about any other persons input.
durrrr
I want to move to australia and be the beautiful american girl with sexy australian surfers. ya know?
god damn life is good.