Feb 13, 2005 11:09
well since i have no valentine tomorrow will be the lonliest day of the year. ive been down for the most part of this year so far so im hoping things will be looking up. sometimes i wonder why it hurts so much and the reason was becasue i really did love you and in all accords i guess i still do if it hurts like this. i wish sometimes that the pain would just vanish. but i know that its not possible. i keep trying to be happy but nothing is helping. i mean sure when i hang with friends and stuff it passes the time and i can be happy and have a good time but when i get home and alone by myself again the pain comes back and i get sick to my stomach. and want to just crawl into a little black hole and never come out. never to see the sun again. i wish that i could change the past. trust me if i could i would. so instead i will continue to hurt and continue to be lonley. there is song lyrics that mabie will tell you how it feels or mabie just how i feel i dont really know but here they are.
Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman. Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town.
When I wake up, I'm willing to take my chances on the hope you hate him more than you notice I wrote this for you.You need him. I could be him...I could be an accident but I'm still trying. That's more than I can say for him.
Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman. Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town.
Someday I'll appreciate in value, get off my ass and call you...but for the meantime I'll sport my brand new fashion of waking up with my clothes on at 4:00 in the afternoon. You need him. I could be him...I could be an accident but I'm still trying. That's more than I can say for him.
Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman. Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town.
Breakdown:
Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman. Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town. repeat 2x//end
well thats all folks. leave me some love if you want. it would prolly make me feel better. and to everyone happy v day. hope your day is better than mine.
<3 RY