Crisis over
So last night I actually taught my first track of Body Combat at the gym. I've been up on stage before, but never actually had the mic and done the whole thing, cueing, talking etc.
I had a crisis of confidence and didn't think i was going to be able to do it. I never get nervous or embarrassed or scared etc but i was SHITTING MY PANTS. I could not believe how much i was freaking out.
It was freaking me out how much i was freaking out!!!
I was practicing for 2 days (Kym only gave us the DVD on Monday and said "Learn a track each for Wednesday") and i was FINE when no-one else was in the room, but i couldn't even do it in front of Louise, I was just freaking right out.
Anyway, I did it. It could have been better, it could have been worse, but at least i went through with it.
And I guess it will only get easier from here.
Lou & I were both onstage with Kym and it was pretty cool.
PHEW.
In other news, i am having my 3rd day off work in a row because i am so sick of it at the moment.
Yesterday i drove into Lismore to meet Lou for lunch and was so tired driving back i actually had 3 microsleeps and could have crashed!! Idiot. I had a nanna nap when i got home. Maybe it was because I didn't have any coffee....
Today i think will be a day of rest, as the last 2 days i have been maniacally trying to learn the choreography for the combat, but at least that's done now.
Although, after last night Kym said that she wanted us each to learn another track for Monday and do 2 each next week, so i guess it's not over yet!
Hope you're all good, chickens.
Dxxxx
I had a crisis of confidence and didn't think i was going to be able to do it. I never get nervous or embarrassed or scared etc but i was SHITTING MY PANTS. I could not believe how much i was freaking out.
It was freaking me out how much i was freaking out!!!
I was practicing for 2 days (Kym only gave us the DVD on Monday and said "Learn a track each for Wednesday") and i was FINE when no-one else was in the room, but i couldn't even do it in front of Louise, I was just freaking right out.
Anyway, I did it. It could have been better, it could have been worse, but at least i went through with it.
And I guess it will only get easier from here.
Lou & I were both onstage with Kym and it was pretty cool.
PHEW.
In other news, i am having my 3rd day off work in a row because i am so sick of it at the moment.
Yesterday i drove into Lismore to meet Lou for lunch and was so tired driving back i actually had 3 microsleeps and could have crashed!! Idiot. I had a nanna nap when i got home. Maybe it was because I didn't have any coffee....
Today i think will be a day of rest, as the last 2 days i have been maniacally trying to learn the choreography for the combat, but at least that's done now.
Although, after last night Kym said that she wanted us each to learn another track for Monday and do 2 each next week, so i guess it's not over yet!
Hope you're all good, chickens.
Dxxxx