I just feel like I fucked up or something. I wish I could leave, you know? But I can't, so I need to get over it.
In the book The Hours (which you should all read), there was this great quote. The movie is all lesbian and weird, but the book has a lot more to it. It concentrates greatly on the fact that people will live their life for someone else. How every second they want to kill themselves, but they don't because they wait for the next hour. They hope things will change in an hour. They realize that in one hour they can run away for good, they could kill themselves in one hour, or run away to the city. Anyway, there was a quote about an hour, and how if you concentrate on the next hour, things get better.
P.S. I post pictures because I think they look cool. Not to show myself off, or attempt to. It's...that's stupid.