i've seen your face before my friend, but i dont know if you know who i am...
ok so basically, work is cool but i have no time to do anythign and it is too hard to find the time to hang out with friends between my schedule and everyone elses, sept johns right now cuz he lost his licence and becasue of that is on suspension from work so hes got free time and we have been hangin out everyday this week becasue of it, however, even though its cool cuz me and john have some damn conflicting schedules me on mornings him on 2am mornings and sleeping./ anyweays my three closest-best friends have no time becasue of the conflicting schedules/school/hanging out with other friends, to ever hang out any more basically. one works 70hr or more weeks as far as i know, which is totally cool and understandable man u need to move out and u've been wanting to for so lond and i understand entirely, the other lives about 40min away and we stopped talking for a while, but its still hard to find time to talk and hang out, like today, but no real big deal we'll have to find another time, and the last one lives in a different state and we have the same scedule as far as working right now, so we try to hangout on the weekends but travling down there or up here and back for a few days is a bitch. and besides them, its either hard to make plans still becasue of work, or theyre never home, or too tired, i'm too tired to do anything when it gets around 10:00 i go to sleep usually if there is nothign to do. so basically heres my new plan, im not picking up my phone anymore! i'm not goign to try to make plans with people because they always either fall threw because one of us is tired or soemthign else, or we do chill but there is nothing to do or planned really, which is fine, but it gets boring alot and then u have to find something to do, again. so basically i feel like i need to stop hanging out with friends so much or entirely, at least for a while, i dont know, i dont want to, i mean look at kyle, he hasent talked to or hung out with anyone in like a month and has like 1500$ saved, sounds good to me, i know there are better things then money but ive come to the relization that its essential to survival.
anyways thats that. maybe its just that ive had a bad day at work, and im tired but i want to go and hang with friends but like 3 different plans with 3 different ppl, doing three different things i havent done in awhile fell through today and so...yea....and i actrully decided that i was goign to bust ass by myself to make time fly by at work and got like 3 floors in the towers done today and no one cared because we dont ever work and working ur ass off is basically frowned upon. so yea, i dont really fell good, plus i was sick for the first 3 hours i was up becasue i pour like half the container or sugar into my coffee and didnt notice cuz i was tired, so again....yea so i havent been in a bad mood since summer started so im a little more stressed out right now because of that...the weekend is open though so i can do whatever i want again, cant wait. so much drama in one day... i hope i wake up with sunshine in my face.
^ can u tell i've had a bad day
on the plus side me and john started to gauge our ears, im at 14g right now he's at 16g i jumped from a 18g to the 14g cuz the 18 was small and becky had a cool 14g one, fit in easy no big deal. and i made these 'boxing gloves' out of masking tape and paint tape yesterday, i like them it looks like bare knuckle boxing, even though they dont use gloves, but theyre nice. thats about it getting free ice cream at dairy queen whenever i want is awesome too by the way....thank you ppl i know from highschool.
peace and luv all
anyways thats that. maybe its just that ive had a bad day at work, and im tired but i want to go and hang with friends but like 3 different plans with 3 different ppl, doing three different things i havent done in awhile fell through today and so...yea....and i actrully decided that i was goign to bust ass by myself to make time fly by at work and got like 3 floors in the towers done today and no one cared because we dont ever work and working ur ass off is basically frowned upon. so yea, i dont really fell good, plus i was sick for the first 3 hours i was up becasue i pour like half the container or sugar into my coffee and didnt notice cuz i was tired, so again....yea so i havent been in a bad mood since summer started so im a little more stressed out right now because of that...the weekend is open though so i can do whatever i want again, cant wait. so much drama in one day... i hope i wake up with sunshine in my face.
^ can u tell i've had a bad day
on the plus side me and john started to gauge our ears, im at 14g right now he's at 16g i jumped from a 18g to the 14g cuz the 18 was small and becky had a cool 14g one, fit in easy no big deal. and i made these 'boxing gloves' out of masking tape and paint tape yesterday, i like them it looks like bare knuckle boxing, even though they dont use gloves, but theyre nice. thats about it getting free ice cream at dairy queen whenever i want is awesome too by the way....thank you ppl i know from highschool.
peace and luv all